It is a clear sign that the person is crumpling into a disastrous heap when sleep was constantly interrupted by irrelevant thoughts (irrelevant in sleep that is) of where she is, and what day it is, and what she has forgotten to do. For some inexplicable reason, she keeps thinking that today is a busy school day when it is really her free day. She kept jolting in and out of sleep, afraid that she is going to oversleep and miss an important appointment when Wednesday is actually her prerogative to sleep in. She keeps thinking that there are so much things to be done when schedule has actually been brilliantly worked out to accomodate for a relatively comfortable semester. It is ridiculous that she has to remind herself, constantly and with effort, that she is doing fine and everything is dandy and that she should really stop refering to herself in third person.

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I watched 'Age of Innocence' for film and history Monday and loved it. Can't understand why people were so restless and eager to escape from such a nicely filmed movie. It's long, I know, but it's so pretty! And the camera movements so graceful, the mise-en-scene rich and deep. Love the plot too. Bittersweet, sad, deeply moving, and for no reason at all, reminded me of 'Annie Hall'.